From Sam (October 2019)
“…When I read, I often think of music that fits the situation […] for this little zine piece, [this is the music] I associated with Seth’s character.”
Dear Sam,
WTF?!? You took the time to make that cool zine? (What’s a zine anyway?) I can barely bring myself to work on my homework, and as you already know, my art consists of ripping up colored paper for a mosaic project. Paper, destruction, and glue. Sounds about right. I’m impressed by what you’ve made!
I listened to all the songs you suggested. Moody, monstrous, heartfelt are words that come to mind and for real, that was me, then. I think my favorite track is “If You Want Love” by NF. The pictures sort of hit me hard, you know, like I needed a trigger warning, but frick, my life then needed a trigger warning. Everything was so messed up. I think your art reflects the pain of that time. I’ve put your work somewhere safe, because I don’t want to take for granted my life. Ever. I can take out the zine and remember where I’ve been and what I’ve survived, you know?
The Ugly Truth is a story that feels so far removed from who I am now. Granted, it’s taken a lot of things to change. My parents separated after all that went down, but they agreed to therapy both together and on their own. I did too. Dad’s still sober, and they got back together during my senior year. Did you know we moved away from Cantos after I graduated? I’m in college now, and I’ve been through a few different therapists, but now I’m seeing this lady named Dr. Bethany. She calls me out all the time. I hate it and I love it. Does that make sense? She’s awesome.
It’s weird to think that my story connected to someone else, meant something. Makes it feel like sharing it was “right”. I guess that’s what stories are for, though. Connecting?
“Thanks for taking the time” seems like a trite way to say “thanks”, for this amazing effort of creativity on your part, but I do mean it. The zine is super cool. Really cool. I’m super stoked that I get to share it with others.
Keep surfing (whatever it is you surf), Sam.
Peace,
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